Releasing control

Releasing control

Almost a year ago at Satori I made a prayer to release the ways control shows up in my life. After almost a year of my life being regularly turned upside down and inside out I can see what a bold move that prayer was… Anytime I attempt to hold onto anything life does a quick and unexpected reshuffle… The lessons in uncertainty keep coming thick and fast. Sometimes I surrender gracefully and sometimes I fight. So yes, the control is still working it’s way through my body and psyche. Loving myself through the grace and the fight. Sometimes questioning how much more life is going to ask of me. All I know is I don’t know anything. And then I breathe the surrender through my body and let go again. My centre and self-trust and self-love expands with each and every challenge. I know my prayer was received by the divine – loud and clear. And so I take this surrender, this not knowing, this grace and this deep trust in the divine into ‘The Pleasure Intensive’ retreat this weekend. Maybe this year at Satori I can make a prayer for a gentle year in...
It’s time to go in

It’s time to go in

It’s time to go in… Time to go in… Taking this fire within me which has been burning brightly, ferociously and with a life all of its own… Into dedicated space for transformation! Feeling some delicious nervous anticipation as I play with new edges of the unknown. Thank you, Berlin, for providing a soft landing in Germany. Thank you to all the angels – physical and non-physical – who have been by my side over recent months. I love you all and am extremely grateful for the support I have received; each of you has a special place in my heart. From tomorrow I will be offline for two weeks, opening myself deeper than before, experiencing new insights, feeling new places within and – I am sure – many surprises that I am unable to anticipate. In the words of Ben Lee from ‘Welcome to the House of Mystical Death’… “I am willing to go...